IT WAS REALLY a most lovely clear beautiful morning. There was dew on
every leaf. And as the sun rose slowly, quietly spreading over the
beautiful land, there was great peace in this valley. The trees were
full of oranges, small ones but many. Gradually the sun lit every tree
and every orange. When you sat on that veranda overlooking the valley,
there were the long shadows of the morning. The shadow is as beautiful
as the tree. We wanted to go out, not in a car, but out among the trees,
smell the fresh air and the scent of many oranges and the flowers, and
hear the sound of the earth.
Later on one climbed right to the very top of the hill, overlooking
the wide valley. The earth doesn't belong to anyone. It is the land upon
which all of us are to live for many years, ploughing, reaping and
destroying.
You are always a guest on this earth and have the austerity of a
guest. Austerity is far deeper than owning only a few things. The very
word austerity has been spoilt by the monks, by the sannyasis, by the
hermits. Sitting on that high hill alone in the solitude of many things,
many rocks and little animals and ants, that word had no meaning.
Over the hills in the far distance was the wide, shining, sparkling
sea. We have broken up the earth as yours and mine - your nation, my
nation, your flag and his flag, this particular religion and the
religion of the distant man. The world, the earth, is divided, broken
up. And for it we fight and wrangle, and the politicians exult in their
power to maintain this division, never looking at the world as a whole.
They haven't got the global mind. They never feel nor ever perceive the
immense possibility of having no nationality, no division, they can
never perceive the ugliness of their power, their position and their
sense of importance. They are like you or another, only they occupy the
seat of power with their petty little desires and ambitions, and so
maintain apparently, as long as man has been on this earth, the tribal
attitude towards life. They don't have a mind that is not committed to
any issue, to any ideals, ideologies - a mind that steps beyond the
division of race, culture, that the religions man has invented.
Governments must exist as long as man is not a light to himself, as
long as he does not live his daily life with order, care, diligently
working, watching, learning. He would rather be told what to do. He has
been told what to do by the ancients, by the priests, by the gurus, and
he accepts their orders, their peculiar destructive disciplines as
though they were gods on this earth, as though they knew all the
implications of this extraordinarily complex life.
Sitting there, high above all the trees, on a rock that has its own
sound like every living thing on this earth, and watching the blue sky,
clear, spotless, one wonders how long it will take for man to learn to
live on this earth without wrangles, rows, wars and conflict. Man has
created the conflict by his division of the earth, linguistically,
culturally, superficially. One wonders how long man, who has evolved
through so many centuries of pain and grief, anxiety and pleasure, fear
and conflict, will take to live a different way of life.
As you sat quietly without movement, a bob cat, a lynx, came down.
As the wind was blowing up the valley it was not aware of the smell of
that human being. It was purring, rubbing itself against a rock, its
small tail up, and enjoying the marvel of the earth. Then it disappeared
down the hill among the bushes. It was protecting its lair, its cave or
its sleeping place. It was protecting what it needs, protecting its own
kittens, and watching for danger. It was afraid of man more than
anything else, man who believes in god, man who prays, the man of wealth
with his gun, with his casual killing. You could almost smell that bob
cat as it passed by you. You were so motionless, so utterly still that
it never even looked at you; you were part of that rock, part of the
environment.
Why, one wonders, does man not realize that one can live
peacefully, without wars, without violence; how long will it take him,
how many centuries upon centuries to realize this? From the past
centuries of a thousand yesterdays, he has not learned. What he is now
will be his future.
It was getting too hot on that rock. You could feel the gathering
heat through your trousers so you got up and went down and followed the
lynx which had long since disappeared. There were other creatures: the
gopher, the king snake, and a rattler (rattle-snake). They were silently
going about their business. The morning air disappeared; gradually the
sun was in the west. It would take an hour or two before it set behind
those hills with the marvellous shape of the rock and the evening
colours of blue and red and yellow. Then the night would begin, the
night sounds would fill the air; only late in the night would there be
utter silence. The roots of heaven are of great emptiness, for in
emptiness there is energy, incalculable, vast and profound.