THE OTHER DAY as one was walking along a secluded wooded lane far from
the noise and the brutality and the vulgarity of civilization, right
away from everything that was put together by man, there was a sense of
great quietness, enveloping all things - serene, distant and full of the
sound of the earth.
As you walked along quietly, not disturbing the things of the earth
around you, the bushes, the trees, the crickets and the birds, suddenly
round a bend there were two small creatures quarrelling with each other,
fighting in their small way. One was trying to drive off the other. The
other was intruding, trying to get into the other's little hole, and the
owner was fighting it off. Presently the owner won and the other ran
off. Again there was quietness, a sense of deep solitude.
And as you looked up, the path climbed high into the mountains, the
waterfall was gently murmuring down the side of the path; there was
great beauty and infinite dignity, not the dignity achieved by man that
seems so vain and arrogant. The little creature had identified itself
with its home, as we human beings do. We are always trying to identify
ourselves with our race, with our culture, with those things which we
believe in, with some mystical figure, or some saviour, some kind of
super authority. Identifying with something seems to be the nature of
man. Probably we have derived this feeling from that little animal.
One wonders why this craving, longing, for identification exists.
One can understand the identification with one's physical needs - the
necessary things, clothes, food, shelter and so on. But inwardly, inside
the skin as it were, we try to identify ourselves with the past, with
tradition, with some fanciful romantic image, a symbol much cherished.
And surely in this identification there is a sense of security, safety,
a sense of being owned and of possessing. This gives great comfort. One
takes comfort, security, in any form of illusion. And man apparently
needs many illusions.
In the distance there is the hoot of an owl and there is a
deep-throated reply from the other side of the valley. It is still dawn.
The noise of the day has not begun and everything is quiet. There is
something strange and holy where the sun arises. There is a prayer, a
chant to the dawn, to that strange quiet light. That early morning, the
light was subdued, there was no breeze and all the vegetation, the
trees, the bushes, were quiet, still, waiting. Waiting for the sun to
arise. And perhaps the sun would not come up for another half hour or
so, and the dawn was slowly covering the earth with a strange stillness.
Gradually, slowly, the topmost mountain was getting brighter and
the sun was touching it, golden, clear, and the snow was pure, untouched
by the light of day.
As you climbed, leaving the little village paths down below, the
noise of the earth, the crickets, the quails and other birds began their
morning song, their chant, their rich worship of the day. And as the sun
arose you were part of that light and had left behind everything that
thought had put together. You completely forgot yourself. The psyche was
empty of its struggles and its pains. And as you walked, climbed, there
was no sense of separateness, no sense of being even a human being.
The morning mist was gathering slowly in the valley, and that mist
was you, getting more and more thick, more and more into the fancy, the
romance, the idiocy of one's own life. And after a long period of time
you came down. There was the murmur of the wind, insects, the calls of
many birds. And as you came down the mist was disappearing. There were
streets, shops, and the glory of the dawn was fast fading away. And you
began your daily routine, caught in the habit of work, the contentions
between man and man, the divisions of identification, the division of
ideologies, the preparations for wars, your own inward pain and the
everlasting sorrow of man.